ratpoisons‌:

sorry for not being here,  I relapsed and gave myself alcohol poisoning lmao but no worries I’m alright now and am trying to avoid alcohol for at least a month

I’m ok!  and I’ve been successfully avoiding alcohol intake.  now I’m just waiting for the goddamn heat to disperse before I can comfortably sit in my room and write again.  I live in Europe and let me tell you,  for those who don’t know why modern European summers are cursed:  imagine sitting in a house built for keeping heat in,  while the weather is 40c and up (100f+ for Americans)  and air conditioning doesn’t exist — also,  humidity is at its fullest.  there is no air so not even open windows help.  I literally slept on the stone floor the other day with no blanket and I was still burning up.  I have not slept properly for weeks and I’m dying.

S.MADE BY SAE.