REPOST & BOLD WHICHEVER APPLIES TO YOUR MUSE !

TOUGH SHELL

bruised knuckles. bloody noses. eye rolling. empty beer bottles. messy hair. sarcasm. lip biting. unwashed jeans. coffee breath. loud music. broken neon signs. chipped nail polish. leather jean jackets. always wearing headphones. swearing. sneaking out at 3am. dark lipstick. frown creases. burning cigarettes. plaid shirts. under eye circles. dark colors.

SOFT INSIDE

honey tea. flower crowns. giggling. blowing kisses. dancing without worries. white lace. soft textures.  fluffy throw pillows. using too many heart emojis. empathy. constant daydreaming. handwritten letters. fairy lights. bullet journals. designated driver. warm hugs. garden picnics. quiet. smile lines. optimism. flowy clothes. pastel colors.

TAGGED BY:  

@exquisiteccrpse ;) thank ya

TAGGING:

whoever wants to!

1ST RULE: Tag the muses you would like to know better.

2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true for your muse.

Stolen from :  @cinnabaritebouquet​

Tagging :  @devsculpa​ , @exquisiteccrpse​ , @thejudgekiller​ , @icameasiam​ , @per-satanas​ , @shwgrl​ , & anyone else who is interested

APPEARANCE:

• I am 5'7" or taller.
• I wear glasses.
• I have at least one tattoo.
• I have at least one piercing
• I have blonde hair.
• I have brown eyes.
• I have short hair.
• My abs are at least somewhat defined.
• I have or have had braces.

PERSONALITY:

• I love meeting new people.
• People tell me that I’m funny.
• Helping others with their problems is a big priority for me.
• I enjoy physical challenges.
• I enjoy mental challenges
• I’m playfully rude with people I know well.
• I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it.
• There is something I would change about my personality.

ABILITY:

• I can sing well.
• I can play an instrument .
• I can do over 30 pushups without stopping.
• I’m a fast runner
• I can draw well.
• I have a good memory.
• I’m good at doing math in my head.
• I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute.
• I have beaten at least 2 people in arm wrestling.
• I know how to cook at least 3 meals from scratch.
• I know how to throw a proper punch.

HOBBIES:

• I enjoy playing sports.
• I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else.
• I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else.
• I have learned a new song in the past week.
• I work out at least once a week.
• I’ve gone for runs at least once a week in the warmer months.
• I have drawn something in the past month.
• I enjoy writing.
• I do or have done martial arts.

EXPERIENCES:

• I have had my first kiss.
• I have had alcohol.
• I have scored the winning goal in a sports game.
• I have watched an entire season of a TV show in one sitting.
• I have been at an overnight event.
• I have been in a taxi.
• I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year.
• I have beaten a video game in one day.
• I have visited another country.
• I have been to one of my favorite band’s concerts.

RELATIONSHIPS:

• I’m in a relationship
• I have a crush on a celebrity.
• I have a crush on someone I know.
• I have been in at least 3 relationships.
• I have never been in a relationship.
• I have asked someone out or admitted my feelings to them.
• I get crushes easily.
• I have had a crush on someone for over a year.
• I have been in a relationship for at least a year.
• I have had feelings for a friend.

MY LIFE:

• I have at least one person I consider a “best friend”.
• I live close to my school.
• My parents are still together.
• I have at least one sibling.
• I live in the United States
• There is snow right now where I live.
• I have hung out with a friend in the past month.
• I have a smartphone.
• I have at least 15 CDs.
• I share my room with someone.

RANDOM SHIT:

• I have break-danced.
• I know a person named Jamie.
• I have had a teacher with a last name that’s hard to pronounce.
• I have dyed my hair.
• I’m listening to one song on repeat right now.
• I have punched someone in the past week.
• I know someone who has gone to jail.
• I have broken a bone.
• I have eaten a waffle today.
• I know what I want to do with my life.
• I speak at least 2 languages.

MY PERSONAL AESTHETIC / INSPIRATION FOR CARDINAL COPIA.

black  &  deep red cassocks.   thuribles with frankincense.   occultic paraphernalia.   black church candles.   candelabras.   pipe organs / music.   latin hymnals.   anti - catholicism.   blasphemy of the crucifix.   altars.   sigils / insignia.   black,  crimson,  and emerald velvet.   silver rings.   luciferianism.   plague doctors.   pestilence.   1600′s london  &  france.   macabre renaissance artwork.   smoke.   silent movie antagonism.   italian wine.   european opulence.   rat infestation.   jim jones cultism.   greed.   all black fitted attire.   hedonism.   taboo fetishes.   sex addiction.   neutral evil alignment.   vincent price aesthetic.   black magick.   machiavellianism.   solar eclipses.   cabaret.   occultic practices.   the black death.   false promises.   manipulation.   sardonic humour.   bloodletting.   church bell ringing.

HEADCANON.   Copia’s meek side is a former aspect of him that is genuine.   Since rising to power it is a part of himself that he dislikes —— although using it to his advantage as a false veneer,  he applies immense effort to keep it suppressed.   He is not a mean spirited person,  but he views this as a personal weakness after rare occasions in which he is not being conceited,  duplicitous,  or mischievous.   The Cardinal is multi-faceted in such a way that it makes him volatile and subsequently unpredictable to his adversaries,  and tends to keep his motives under wraps.   He will hide in plain sight,  and he won’t leave any trace of his agenda.    What he perceived to be his weaknesses he made into weapons.

Adores them.   Copia is very much a carnivore,  but he’s also a sucker for sweets,  I wouldn’t go depict him as a glutton but he’s definitely not hesitant when it comes to lavish eating.   He likes things rich in flavour;   So,  gourmet food.   No surprise for someone whose origins are primarily rooted in Italian  &  French.   Here’s a short list of his favourite desserts:

• Strawberry Millefeuille
  
• Crème Brûlée  &  Panna Cotta
  
• Gelato
  
• Pandoro
  
• Toscakaka
  

 As for affection —— Hah!!   How about both?   The Cardinal loves all  &  any attention of the adoring type.   Everybody knows the man has the libido of a rabbit,  so naturally,  the lewd  &  lecherous holds his attention well.   A love letter,  if it’s full of doting and exalting,  will have the same inebriating effect on Copia.   Stroke his ego and you’re in his good books.

HEADCANON.   copia is depraved.  unashamed of his palate when it comes to sexual acts.  he has a long list of unorthodox fetishes,  and although he can play the part of a romantic he is above all self-indulgent and power hungry.   he is a dominant,  and naturally assumes the role as instigator.   his favoured acts may be considered too extreme / too taboo for some —— but nothing pleases him more than compliance and someone who stops at nothing to give him what he wants.   he is as much of a voyeur as he is an exhibitionist.

HEADCANON.   cardinal copia is only a ‘ soft lover ‘ when he needs to be.  there is no soul to his words nor intent,  because it is a means of manipulation and dominance;  something that is priority to him.   he will not ‘ make love ‘ to you unless he’s establishing his control and his need for you to need him.   he is a practiced romantic.  slick & silver-tongued.   he’s not stupid,  he knows what words to use and how to use them.   the only one copia loves is himself.   lecherous,  & a sleaze,  there is no fidelity in this man.   if you have nothing but your body to offer to him,  he will show little restraint,  and has a tendency to cause pain for his pleasure only.   do not underestimate him for his petite stature — he is a frightening man.

What level of hell do you belong in?

Based on Dante Alighieri’s Devine comedy: The Inferno

tagged by:  @zodiac-moth ( thank you! )

tagging:  i am too tired to tag so,  anybody

Results:

• level selected: 9th Level of Hell ( TREACHEROUS )
  

Scores:

• purgatory (repenting believers): very low
  
• level 1 (virtuous non-believers): very low
  
• level 2 (lustful): extreme
  
• level 3 (gluttonous): high
  
• level 4 (prodigal and avaricious): extreme
  
• level 5 (wrathful and gloomy): high
  
• level 6 (heretics): very high
  
• level 7 (violent): extreme
  
• level 8 (Fraudulent, Malicious, Panderers): extreme
  
• level 9 (treacherous): extreme

^{DARK CORE PERSONALITY TEST/ CIRI}

^{TAGGED :  stolen from @infcstissumam​
TAGGING :  anyone,  go ahead and say stolen from yours truly}

• EGOISM - 97%
  
• MACHIAVELLIANISM - 93%
  
• MORAL DISENGAGEMENT - 80%
  
• NARCISSISM - 97%
  
• ENTITLEMENT - 100%
  
• PSYCHOPATHY - 80%
  
• SADISM - 87%
  
• SELF INTEREST - 100%
  
• SPITEFULNESS - 97%
  
• TOTAL DARK CORE - 90%
  

^{this makes you 53.11% Darker than the average person.}

The unholy trinity of Cardinal Copia moods

• mood #1:   an utter snake.  a liar and a wolf in sheep’s clothing.  cutthroat calculation and an agenda that drives him in such a way that he’d do anything to reach his ultimate goal.  murder is a method of obstacle clearing.  neutral evil to the core.  unexpectedly terrifying.  sharp tongue,  quick wit.  do not cross this man.

• mood #2:   an eccentric loose cannon with the energy  &  charisma of a leo who has inhaled the power of the sun,  a sleaze and a joker,  chronic flirting and double-entendres abundant.  laughs at his own wisecracks.  sardonic,  derisive,  does not enjoy being seen as soft.  volatile.  will sometimes lose his temper if undermined or mocked or both.  kinky  &  taboo.  resting smirk  &  resting bitchface.  will dance on your grave.

• mood #3:   milquetoast,  socially awkward.   odd mannerisms and softspoken.  unable to detect.  little to no expression;  very vacant in the face.   usually this is his first impression given.   feigned innocence.   surprises the masses when his true colours are shown.   awkward gait and carries himself in a way that is almost demure to the untrained eye.   poised.   daydreamer.